In Deed

In the middle of another flare up tonight! For a pain nobody else can see this nerve damage is really starting to get to me.
On a positive note, i’m booked in for an experimental treatment (surgery, kind of) in less than 5 weeks. I’m very excited. I’m trying not to hype it up too much in my mind but i’m probably going to really feel trapped, scared and fucked if this doesn’t work.
Please, please work. I know I can deal with hardcore short term pain (see scarification) but this has worn me down to nothing over 18 months. Please, PLEASE work :(